Monday, September 06, 2010

the all in one post


this time pregnancy, i was quite emotional, to be exact, sememeh ajer, but dalam sememeh aku tu pun, rajin lak memasak and cuba memasak. sekurang2nya dah tahu nak buat marinate ayam yg terbaik. Yup i bought an oven for my own satisafaction. I was suffering dgn vomitting almost 2weeks masa bulan puasa, then i came with a solution, no sahur (just air milo, biskut ataupun air masak). I know, ramai yg cakap macam2 but thats make me survive for the rest of Ramadhan until now. Definitely no oily food masa buka pose, 2-3 times i cuba balun gak, end up hidup i miserable the whole day.

I notice, everyday I akan menyakitkan hati my dearie HUBBY...hehehhe...kesian dia, never with one day, i tak cari pasal dengan dia. His said, my words or my smses can KILL people. I love him because being patient with me. Yup i ada mengidam kali ni, different dgn yg dulu. Antara i mengidam

* Gi Cameron Highland, makan strawberi aiskrim and strawberi fresh
* lemang, dah dapat sabtu lepas, sanggup laki aku pusing jauh kat batu pahat tu.
* puyuh goreng, benda ni actually dari awal pregnancy, dapat kat pekan nenas, tak sangka kedai tu ada, wow...hubby gak yg melayan

setakat ni, itu ajer, yg kritikal tu atas tu jer, duit takde, sebok nak gi cameron..heheh....knowing me..

by the way;this time raya I dah buat biskut :
* oats (dah nak habis)
* koko
* limau
* cornflakes madu
* choc mint

yg nak buat tapi belum terdaya :
* sarang semut
* arab
* aloha

hahaha...malam raya teringin nak buat cake, cake biasa jer..tengoklah yang terdaya.


Insya Allah, I akan balik KL lepas I selamat berhari Raya di Kulai, Johor. tak tahu raya ke berapa. I amek kesempatan ni kepada sesiapa yg baca blog ni, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. kejarlah pahala puasa hari2 terakhir ni,ibaratkan tiada puasa tahun hadapan. Semoga kita beraya dengan penuh rasa syukur ke hadrat Illahi.

thahira, ilham, athira, and baby junior...hehe.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

i wish i boleh sabar

i wish and pray i can be very patient these days. but i cant. dunno why, its not about i pukul athira or what (tak pukul, hampir nak mencilikan jer). lately politikus di office menyebabkan sakit kepala and yesterday i burst marah with my bos. simple thing. aduhai, malas lah.

tadi singgah Jualan Gudang barang branded, things to buy in my LiST (survey dulu) :

(a) sweater
(b) baju abang
(c) kasut dia
(d) bag pack I
(e) Tshirt

gaji dah masuk and start buat pembayaran.. aduhai lagi..

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

coming back



I NAK BALIK KL...

hai..ish ish lama i tak tengok blog ni ek.

sorrylah, banyak sangat benda nak pikir and nak buat. Dalam kesibukan itupun, i nak declare : I MENGANDUNG 3 BULAN.

my daughter Athira dah jadi anak dara yang kepochi (yup, mak dia kepochi, anak pun sama ek?)

this time peknen, its not the same masa Athira, memang dugaan. I wish it will go away ASAP.

biar setakat ni dulu, nanti i come out with extravaganza story.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

PERCAYALAH.....

SUAMI

Yang bergelar suami
Pelindung di kala hujan
Di kala ribut
Di kala panas
Di kala derita
Di kala seksa

Yang bergelar suami
Satria di mata isteri
Gah berdiri memayungi hati

Yang bergelar suami
Tidak lupa pada janji

Yang bergelar suami
Utuh pada ikatan sakti

Yang bergelar suami
Patuh pada ketentuan Illahi
Sujud tanda syukur rezeki diberi
Mencari arah sebelum hilang harga diri

Yang bergelar SUAMI.



MIMPI INDAH
Terlena?
Terganggu?
Mimpi indah bukan realiti
Fantasi mainan tidur

Bangkit!
Maju sebelum mundur
Rintangan tetap ada
Hati jangan goyah

Siapa?
Durjana?
Penghalang sutra jiwa
Perosak agenda dunia

Terlena?
Lagi?
Tidak salah!
Jangan asyik dibuai
Yang mimpi jadikan nyata
Pasti cahaya bersinar.



DOA

Dihimpit sepi
Ditimbus rasa bersalah
Dosa-dosa menekan diri
Menghantui jiwa yang menggeladak

Menggigil menadah doa
Mohon taubat dari Yang Esa
Melempiaskan rasa hati
Meluahkan yang terbuku
Diiringi air mata suci

Diri dibayangi
Diekori kenangan silam
Hati menggerutu
Menahan sabar
Mohon petunjuk dari Illahi.


Karya nukilan
Bz

Sunday, January 24, 2010

SILENCE IS GOLDEN?

hmmmm....to some extent...

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

How TO KEEP SECRET?



For all my beloved readers, my maid from India. Hah, so basically i memang tak boleh cakap Tamil (instead my bahasa Ibunda Malayalam, pun I tak reti)..huhu, i think my cantonese better than this two languages.."Ngo sek teng,em sek kong""Lijot, betul tak?"haha

Bila nak communicate dengan dia, apa sahaja isyarat yang boleh,dan dia paham. hehe, macam ayam cakap dengan itik...lebih kurang ah...dah 6 bulan dia dgn I, at least dia paham BM n BI sikit..

MASALAHNYA dengan my beloved anak dara..dia FAHAM 4 BAHASA, BM, BI, TAMIL & MALAYALAM....huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

takleh tipu, takleh ngelak, takleh buat apa, semua dia tahu...kalau cakap dgn maid, tolong pegang dia, saya nak gi kedai jap...abis terus pegang kain...

cth ayat satu

Emak, saya taknak air

Mummy dont want "tanni" (tamil)


cth ayat dua

Athira, mummy beat you (nak suruh jangan nakal)

jawapan dia

Mummy addi (tamil/malayalam)
(Athira pukul mummy)

cth ayat tiga
biasanya negara Malaysia ni,kalau nak buang air besar, budak akan cap "uk uk", "yak"
Athira
Mummy, Athira aiyeee (ikut stail negara sana)


Kesimpulannya : memang takleh cakap 4 bahasa ni kat umah, takkan nak warebang warenak warekuar wajalan wakul waberapa or ab nak kuar kul berap?, susah le, mak mertua,bapak mertua n beloved hubby nak master that language or cantonese (aku pun xfasih)

so, hakikatnya aku kena terima dari athira speak bahasa slang indonesia, oklah tu...heheh, nak sedapkan hati...

FUN TO SEE HER PROGRESS IN THOSE LANGUAGES,

Monday, November 30, 2009

Ting!some updates

Lama gak tak update, since FB pun cuma bole pakai LITE sahaja, so, aktiviti pun agak berkurangan..server pun lembab..maka nak post entry pun jadi masalah. I know i have to write ISU NO DUA...hehe, nantilah..

FIRST : SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA. Sorrylah lambat.

SECOND, my raya was in JB,no particular reason except bajet constraint nak balik KL, tgh kumpul sikit, supaya boleh berjoli dgn family bila turun KL..

THIRD, on Saturday my BFF, all the way from Desaru, picked me up at my home, leaving her husband,her son and her family just want to have lepaking session. Adus...memang tak cukup, sampai kul 11 malam..lepas magrib sampai malam..both hubby memang COOL...biasalah, parents yang risau semacam...hehe..ITS A GIrlS Nite..The most Important Part....SHE BROUGHT AND PLAY ALL THE SONGS WHICH I DAH LUPA YANG SATU MASA DULU I GILA SANGAT....hindustan

Those were the days, i will watch again and again hindustan MOVIES...aduh, enab..napelah u buat i terngiang ngiang sekarang ni...

"..i tell you,....what to do"..."har dil jo pyar karega"..."aja...aja...oooo"

"DANCING MODE ON"


KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI

tum paas aa'e, yuu.n muskaraa'e You came near me -
tum ne na jaane kya, sapane dikhaa'e you had no idea what dreams you revealed to me!
Chorus:
tum paas aa'e, yuu.n muskaraa'e You came near me -
tum ne na jaane kya, sapane dikhaa'e you had no idea what dreams you revealed to me!
ab to mera dil, jaage na sota hai Now my heart is neither awake nor asleep.
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai What shall I do? Something happens (in my heart)!

Chorus
na jaane kaisa ahasaas hai Who knows what kind of feeling this is?
bujhatii nahii.n hai, kya pyaas hai Is it thirst, when it cannot be quenched?
kya nasha is pyaar ka This drunkenness of love,
mujhape sanam, chhaane laga it began to consume me.
koii na jaane, kyo.n chain khota hai Who knows why one loses one's peace when in love?
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai What shall I do? Something happens in my heart!
kya ra.ng laaii, merii dua What wonders my prayers have brought me!
ye ishq jaane kaise hua God knows how this love came to be.
bechainiyo.n me.n chain In restlessness I found peace.
na jaane kyo.n aane laga Who knows how that came to be?
tanhaaii me.n dil, yaade.n sa.njota hai I sit alone, arranging memories of you.
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai What shall I do? Something happens (in my heart)

More HERE

Thursday, November 05, 2009

IKLAN - model wannabe (nauzubillah)

This pic was taken when she was 8months...cute and chubby, tgk what happened after 1 year?

She is growing and pandai posing lak tu...alahai anak mummy...

Please somebody tell me, ini gaya apa?

mommy, i SAYANG U and yes darling mommy SAYANG you if u always keep smiling like this...

and this KAKAK is my baby bestest fren, kawan gaduh, and segalanya...

Monday, November 02, 2009

Hati Tenang


Susah ke nak sejukkan hati, depends dengan orang ler.. ada banyak isu nak tulis.

ISU PERTAMA
ada yg tanya camna nak tentukan thats the guy for me, i baru je habis baca novel, how will i know by sheila o (apa ntah)..jawapannya u never know..for me lah.

abstrak jawapannya. adakah lelaki itu lelaki bila dia membuka pintu untuk perempuan? adakah lelaki itu lelaki bila dia mengucapkan atau mengingati segala macam tarikh pertemuan, perasmian, pertunangan, perkahwinan dan segala macam?adakah lelaki itu lelaki bila dia tolong isteri dia masak? tolong isteri dia basuh kain?

hmmm, to tell u guys my dear hubby is not that kind of guy but one thing for sure i love him so much because him being himself..mula2 dulu mengamuk gak ler,nape tak gentleman..but masa menentukan segalanya, i had learn that husband and wife is completing each other, kalau u lebih ni, i kurang ni, kalau i lebih ni, u kurang yang itu..the more u give n take the most u will treasure your relationship.

bulan ni lagi 23 hari ikut tahun masehi, genaplah 5 tahun perkahwinan i, ikut tahun Islam dah lepas dah..I am happy with him, I am in love with him every minute,every second..I LOVE HIM..

so ada kengkawan i yang menginginkan suami yang cukup baik, budi bahasa tinggi, gentleman,pandai layan isteri, nasihat I jangan letak high expectation, rugi, kalau ada kekurangan tu terima jerlah..

besar pahalanya bila isteri REDHA dgn suami. dan bila itu terjadi maka kuranglah statistik perceraian...heheheheh, doakan i dengan ilham selamat dan kekal ke akhir hayat..AMIN

p/s : ISU keDUA AKAN MENYUSUL

Friday, October 02, 2009

Its A SECRET TAU...

SECRET PERTAMA

semalam berbincang dgn kawan kerja, pasal blog, masing2 ada gaya menulis sendiri, tapi kalau apa kita tulis tu boleh diterjemahkan dengan keadaan perilaku individu...camne lak tu..

betul lah, memang lah stail i tulis pun tahu i camne...masalahnya kat tempat kerja JB ni rata2 semua ada blog, dari peringkat bawah sampai ke atas, masing2 baru rasa manisnye berblog kot, some of them noticed that I had a blog...owwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhh sorry, once they discovered, i tak heran, becoz the way i write this blog is the way i present my life everyday..no double face..TETAPI BAIKLAH DIORANG TAK YAH DISCOVER..LECEH LAH...cukuplah u all sahaja yang tahu..so sape yg tahu blog i ni , insan yang terpilih tau...hahahaha

hmmm, masing-masing....

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SECRET KEDUA

I nak share something, i nak badan yang sihat..dulu masa sekolah2 memang berat i tak menentu, sama gak masa zaman u. i tahu berat badan i yang ideal 65kg..masa zaman u dulu, berat i mesti 75 ke atas..

masa i nak kahwin i dapat berat i yg 65 tu...itulah balanced diet yg i rasa tak menyeksa tapi hati kena kental

*malam xmakan
*mkn pagi lite
*mkn tghari separuh nasi

lepas kahwin,maintain naik 2kg jer...pas gugur badan i dah start naik balik ke 70, tapi xperasan sgt kot...

then i mengandung, naik 80kg masa kandungan 36 mgu sbb mak mertua masak bulan terakhir tu...kalau x standart 75 jer...

masa pantang, i turn 66kg....setahun lepas...dan awal tahun ni 75 balik, aduhhh....

bila nak turun susah nyer, nak naik sekejap jer, selama ni dari awal tahun sampailah bulan puasa i memang xheran, hubby bising ker, i buat dunno jer..suddenly i rasa i kena jaga bila balik KL...seeing my sisters n my nieces memBESAR dan ada macam2 penyakit...haiyah , i nekad. memang akui, family i memang rangka besar, rangka besar doesnt mean u have to be gemuk or obes. i nekad..alhamdulillah, RAMADHAN yg mulia, i dah turun 70 balik..

spare tyre ni kena buang, i tgh cari gym dan instruktor swimming untuk pompuan kat JB ni. I nak keep FIT.

I nak start puasa 6 mgu depan dan Isnin Khamis..Insya Allah.

Mr. Hubby pun dah naik, tapi dia naik, oklah sbb dulu dia kurus meleding, now mcm dah ok..dulu seluar jeans I , dia gelakkan sbb besar dari dia, sekarang dia boleh silap pakai seluar jean aku...hangin aku dibuatnye...aleh2 macam nampak LABEL LADYLIKE belakang punggung dia...hmmmm...

SO, THATS MY SECRETS...hehehe, sesiapa yg tahu gym dan instruktor swimming pompuan,bgtahulah aku..ada seorg ni willing nak ajar, mr. Hubby x izinkan sbb dia lelaki...jeles lah tu, hehehe...suruh dia ajar, dia tenggelamkan I..

Kak SU,baik ko turn JB ajar aku, impian aku 5 tahun ni xtercapai..ko da jadi dive master dah....

p/s : jangan bagitahu orang tau....hahahahahaha

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Hidup Ibarat Putaran Roda

Alhamdulillah, selamat sudah kita berpuasa sebulan, perjuangan untuk berpuasa 6 belum bermula lagi disebabkan keuzuran. Insya Allah, niat dah ada. Macam2 berlaku semasa puasa dan raya, kesihatan athira alhamdulillah walaupun agak fobia dengan semua benda. baru jer nak longgarkan syrat, contohnya mula bagi dia makan buah2an semula, semalam demam naik 37.9. Anakku ini agak sensitif badannya tapi cukup lasak. Bila macam tu rasa menyesal pulak bagi makan, so I have to admit she mengidap pneumonia,perlukan perhatian.

Pneumonia is an inflammatory illness of the lung.[1] Frequently, it is described as lung parenchyma/alveolar inflammation and abnormal alveolar filling with fluid (consolidation and exudation).[2]

The alveoli are microscopic air-filled sacs in the lungs responsible for absorbing oxygen. Pneumonia can result from a variety of causes, including infection with bacteria, viruses, fungi, or parasites, and chemical or physical injury to the lungs. Its cause may also be officially described as idiopathic—that is, unknown—when infectious causes have been excluded.

Typical symptoms associated with pneumonia include cough, chest pain, fever, and difficulty in breathing. Diagnostic tools include x-rays and examination of the sputum. Treatment depends on the cause of pneumonia; bacterial pneumonia is treated with antibiotics.

Pneumonia is a common illness which occurs in all age groups, and is a leading cause of death among the elderly and people who are chronically and terminally ill. Additionally, it is the leading cause of death in children under five years old worldwide.[3] Vaccines to prevent certain types of pneumonia are available. The prognosis depends on the type of pneumonia, the appropriate treatment, any complications, and the person's underlying health.


Setakat memahamkan semua, my hubby's brother died at the age of 1 year and half because of this, so definitely I will act unnormal or weird when faced with this trauma.

"Athira, tak boleh minum air sejuk",
"Alah, sikit jer, bagi rasa semua benda"

"Athira xboleh makan banyak buah,sejuk"
"sape kate, buah kan baik"

Ends up, i yang suffer tak buat kerja, tak concentrate membaca n menanda...I know some of u have gone worst, but I am quite pressure with people taking for granted when I say its a No,NO!

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Raya stories...

I berpuasa and beraya di KL, Athira naik flite kali kedua, she is just a lovely girl..dia ikut jer apa I cakap..I seronok berpuasa n berbuka puasa in KL but xseronok beraya, sedih and sangat penat..

one thing for sure, we need strength when we face so many obstacles, but in my case, I have some people I consider as my bestest fren foreva. I can depends and find my strength when I see them.

You know who u are...
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Theme for RAYA : Me n Ilham SILVER....hahahaha

No gambo...sebuk layan orang...

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FB dah kena block kat opis, kembali berblog...

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Ramadhan yang mulia

Assalamualaikum n hi..
Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan.

Terlalu banyak yg nak dicerita tapi FB jadi platform yang baik tapi tak puas tulis,

Besok Athira akan jumpa doktor untuk kali terakhir (hopefully,full RECOVERED!!). Dah tak larat..

Ni sekarang ni sibuk pasal ****** . Tak abis satu dugaan, datang lagi satu... Kalini melibatkan masa hadapan.. Tak dibenarkan kecoh selagi xde green lite...

Aiyah....got to go..

Sunday, August 16, 2009

updates

after one and another. Allah sayang kita bila dia bagi dugaan. Athira masuk wad minggu lepas, selepas I balik dari Rompin..A long story...to cut it shortm she is OK now, doakan.

I ada kursus Persiapan PhD di Shah Alam, semalam n harini..sempat jumpa Sikin. Dia maintain kurus. Teringat all the memories. Siapa sangka I dengan Sikin kerja satu bumbung, hehee..tapi dia nun jauh di Shah Alam, I kat JB. Macam tukar jer..

Semalam gak, petang I gi jumpa Enab,Nibah tolong babysit Nawaz for us. We BERshopping, hehe, I beli baju utk athira..and nawaz..MURAH SEH!!!

Makan, gi Uptown, and cockroach incident!Nibah terjatuh bila i terperanjat and menjerit...she jatuh yangg real jatuh..Lipas muncul atas meja bukan sekali ok, 3 (TIGA) KALI!!! memang lipas tu bodoh n mengong, Nibah sakit kepala n punggung, I sakit kaki...


Pastu balik and chat sampai kul 4 pagi...hahaha...end up i lewat gi course pagi ni..

Tak sabar nak balik, nak peluk athira and nak ajar athira HUG..Nawaz pandai HUG, i am so cair...

Monday, August 03, 2009

ACCIDENT

biasalah, dah sah2 survivor kan, memang kenalah i menerima seadanya. Pagi Isnin yg lepas (27 Julai), pagi kul 915 lah,i baru jer amek baju batik I yang ditempah dekat kawasan rumah I, nak ke kiri,i perasan ada kereta kat depan I, obviously, jalan dia macam bukit sikit ( I bawak KANCIL MANUAL!), alih2, DUSH!, BAM!, i dah terhentak ke depan, signal patah, I BLANK. Menggigil SATU BADAN.

That man, bawak AVEO (i tot MYvI), dia terperanjat tgk keadaan I, dia tanya ok ke tidak. It took me 5 minutes to think as normal people, I asked him to side his care, I start the car reverse and turun kereta, i pitam. Bumper dia patah, bonet tak leh tutup. I tgk kancil i, kemek and ada air keluar, HE (the one who I langgar, dah modified kereta dia, rim cantik n etc) SAID that itu air aircond JER.

I called my HUSBAND (bila masa macam ni ingat SUAMI ek?lain kali jangan gaduh dgn SUAMI). I tak penah hilang keyakinan sebelum ni, I dah pernah kena macam2, ini sikit jer, tapi sebab I sakit kot masa tu, Mr. Ilham was so cool and patient. I forget to take the registration number, banyak i lupa, I cuma bagi my kad and keep saying, sorry Its my fault. I think dia look surprised kot, I mengaku. I dont know why.

He went back after consulting my husband and I was asked by my husband to take the Kancil back home. My father in law send me to office that morning. I reached home at 730, and I thought its settle. walaupun sepanjang hari kat ofis tu, we had potluck,meeting, and I still mamai lagi kot. Sakit sikit sikit baru terasa,Mr. Ilham took a day off because of ME.

THE MR. Ilham VERSION OF STORY.

Abg balik umah, abg amek kancil, pasang bateri (sbb i bukak bateri), abg jalan lebih kurang 200 m, kereta dah berasap, heater dah naik, rupanya tangki pecah (itu yg kata air aircond jer?ni org yg solek kereta macam racer cakap) ,kena panggil pomen datang umah,pasang hos baru, pastu baru gi umah orang tu (setelah call berjam2 sbb dia tertido-oh ye masa I langgar dia, dia baru balik kerja!), tinggalkan our car Waja kat umah dia, amek kereta dia. UP N DOWN to find aveo punya spare part. Akhirnya siap, serahkan kereta dia kat tangan dia pukul 3 and siap berakad lagi, En X u puas hati kan, bla bla bla..Balik, abg amek kancil pulak, siapkan kancil. pastu pukul 6 , Mr X n MR X Wifey call tak puas hati and nak suruh add up spray the whole belakang (langgar bumper je). Abg bengang abg bertekak sikit n kata tak patutlah nak demand camni, beragaklah, end up BINI MR X ugut abang nak report POLIS...

So, I knew about that, once kat rumah, bengang tak? kalau tak puas hati masa serah kereta, bukan dah dekat 3 jam baru nak check..tak puas hati. Dugaan betul, after consulting a few friend, we went to police station, we told the truth, mengaku jerlah i dah langgar, police tak nak lodge report nanti i kena berkali2, RUGI!, polis suruh tgu dia report dulu, tapi polis memang cakap "nilah org kita tamak!".

We went back from the station at 11 something (malam ok)...So, co incident the Mr X wifey, kerja sama dengan my hubby. I adore Mr X coolness and gentleman when he approach me but seriously when he followed his wife words , i terus jadi derespect,yang langgar dia I, nape wife dia nak call my husband and ugut and hempas telefon. Btw, Mr Ilham said his car condition is worst than mine, depan dia memang dah calar balar, dia xjaga kereta dia pun sangat (ni nak ngutuk, xbaik tapi knowing the truth that they r desperate, i yangjadi mangsa)

Apa-apa pun I mengaku I salah, I tak tahu I khayal apa that morning, but kalau terpikir nak settle luar lepas ni, make sure buat agreement ringkas between u and yg dilanggar/melanggar, ada saksi. senang, takde kena macam I.

Btw, esoknya I sakit satu badan, leher stuck, takleh ke kiri n ke kanan, bak kata tukang urut I, urat pun terperanjat.

Alhamdulillah, bak kata some of you, duit boleh cari, love you guys!thanks for the support.

JANGAN CIUM BELAKANG - SODOME (adakah ini perumpamaan yg boleh dipakai, inilah antara sms yg I dapat bila i bgtahu dgn sedihnya i melanggar kereta.)Buat lawak!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Alhamdulillah

Sekarang baru saya paham bukan senang jadi ibu bapa, banyak lagi yang perlu dipikirkan. Alhamdulillah, my husband and I really struggling to pay our debts as soon as possible. Tapi , kitorang still bersyukur ada rumah sendiri untuk berteduh, ada kereta untuk dibawa, ada anak yang boleh bergurau senda, ada orang tua di rumah untuk diminta pandangan.

Dengan keadaan sekarang, I am pursuing my phD as part timer, pergghhh, really tormenting. Tapi dapat Jadual Kerja yang ok, again Alhamdulillah. Lagi apa nak merungut, balik rumah tak yah rushing amek anak sebab maid ada kat rumah.

Masalahnya, sesetengah orang ni, ingat bila ada maid settle segala masalah. Ya Allah, pesimis sungguh orang tu.. I am not allowing my maid to cook(by the way,masa emergency suruh gak but she failed). tapi I akui memang ada maid menyenangkan hidup, but my activities on saturday and sunday packed dengan kerja. I takda masa berjalan2 dengan suami, apatah lagi anak. Kami busy.

Walaubagaimanapun, kami still bersyukur, we are still together, dengan keadaan ekonomi yang merudum jatuh ni, cari barang semuanya yang ekonomi, makan bajet, semuanya semata-mata untuk menjaga family yang kecil ini.

But then, mulut orang kan, "alah korang senanglah, rumah tiga tingkat, kereta dua,apa nak pikir?"..sedap sungguh mulut orang itu..memanglah senang, senang kemudian, susah sekarang. Nak membayarnya..Allah jer yang tahu.

Sebab tu bila kita susah, kita pikir orang yang lagi susah dari kita, then berzikir, Insya Allah, Allah akan tenangkan hati kita sikit. Jangan bila kita susah kita tengok atas(orang yang senang), sampai bila kita tak puas hati..

Pagi-pagi, saya sudah membebel kan? Biasalah, mesti ada yang mengata dan saya tak dapat jawab straight to his/her face sampai saya menulis sebegini..

Monday, July 13, 2009

Dugaan

Damn me for being so careless. Allah nak duga , I tersalah anggap my class should be on the afternoon session. Sebenarnya kelas I pagi. Rasa serba salah dan bengang sebab tak suka letak diri dalam keadaan sebegini. Nasib baik student semua cool.

But my bos memang confirm marah. Allah sahaja yang mampu lembutkan hati dia. Bukan I suka suka nak datang lambat. Eeee, its not my style pun tau, takpe IT’S A GOOD LESSON for me.

My weekend is so packed with my activities. tapi kat umah jer. Athira dah pandai tantrum, tolonglah.. Alhamdulillah, makin membesar anak aku, sihat walafiat, nantilah gambar terbaru dia.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

BACKDATED- KL trip 3 JUN 2009

she post it up somewhere but i grabbed this picture, hehe, Enab sowiii...



My trip to KL kalini ditemani my dearie Enab and our kids n my maid, I nak tahu jalan ke SA, insya Allah lepas ni no hiccup kot..Gambo tu kat umah Enab..

ada banyak lagi sebenarnya, kena tuntut ni....

MUST WATCH

to get my momentum back, my dearie hubby temankan i tengok cerita ni :



serius, pergilah tengok...memang tak senang duduk

OPTIMUS PRIME : YOU ROCK MAN!!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

some updates

sorilah, since i rajin bukak FB, susah sikit nak update blog.

banyak cerita, banyak kerja, banyak benda yang serabutkan kepala

but as far as I am concern I am getting down with some people yang suruh I jadik someone else..bosanlah

i baru nak seronok sebab dapat pindah JB, but hey, you cant get everything you want kan?so, kena terima jer lah.buAT JER APA YANG patut..

not in the mood to updAte blog yet.

later k...

Monday, May 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHIRA


MY mood out, Athira turn ONE today..i wish i can be there for her..huwaa...but my dear hubby managed to take her to his sister house yesterday nite, and they organized a small party for her. I am glad..I wish to post up the piccies..but MMS too damn slow...aduhhh...

bolehlah kan, dari takde langsung, sambut awal sehari..