People Management

For your info, since I started working 2002, I never left my EVENT. I did for the first time ever. Last Friday, I walked out from my event. Its not some "chokia" event. Its a BIG EVENT with my No ONE. I didnt proud with my action but they left me with no choice. My head boiled up and I had my migraine attack. I straight away went to clinic and back home and left them in lurch(quoted from my no ONE when I accidentaly saw him on Saturday).

I am outspoken person and have a BIG mouth, but I always stand on my ground and I will admit if it was my mistake. I cant stand when some people ask me what I have been doing for simple mistake and they accusing "its my show" instead of the event was for "our show"!..

They learned their lesson and i have learnt mine. But as always, KULI tetap KULI. I have been scolded, sindir, jeling because of my drastic action. And now it has been in everyone's (my colleague) mouth. The story sudah bertukar and I remain silence. They accuse me being not professional, emotional. Some of them, "berani kau ek, belum tetap lagi dah buat perangai", "good, teach them a lesson!".

My fellow friends tahu I kerja kat mana, ada yang dah masak sangat dengan what happened. I know it happens in every company. I didnt say that my action was right BUT it was right on that particular time. If not, they will continue bullying me and pressure me.

I learned Stress Management, How to Handle Stress, but I failed this time. I am a HRD person, i always think this is one of the "dugaan" to alert me. Alhamdulillah, I am OK now. I hope after this I will be a BETTER person. AMIN.