Bila umur meningkat dewasa, seringkali kita terlupa bahawa sebenarnya kita diingatkan secara tak langsung mengenai AMAL IBADAH kita. I think people always think (except those who knew me very well) i am a jovial and fun person and cepat naik hangin kalau buat silap...i suka kacau org. what i mean is i nakal..hehe, something i tak boleh ubah, walaupun ramai dah nasihat i kena act like an officer..duhhh..no fun, man..Tapi bila ke satu saat, i really feel bored. i nak keluar, i nak tinggalkan all this and go one place that can really give me some peace..
Why, i am like this? I dont know, poor my hubby, had to deal with my tantrum..am i LOST? dont know..sedih sebab tak ada baby after almost 3 years marriage, that one pun is a factor but i think the main reason is when i am so far from my family..i MISS them totally.
huh, mungkin that one call from my mom to wish my birthday alert me so much..i rebel dari i kecik lagi, i suka bebas, tak suka dikongkong, BUT when u r(I) getting older than u realize the meaning FAMILY..
again..i have the choice, this coming august, do i need to go back to KL? I have to reflect myself and to be wise and to seek wisdom deep in my self, i need my own time on that..
kalau u all rasa confuse, i lagi confuse...
take care everyone and have a very good weekend!
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